Tuesday, 20 January 2015

felt like writing

The new laptop is home and my desktop is a 4 minute walk away on the campus but of course I'd have to feel like writing now so phone and Food Court it is.
 :) that's so me.
Just read about a post on Symbi a minute back and couldn't help reminiscing. The hills, the walkways. God, I had two while years there and I made no use of it.

I should have gone for that Indian ocean gig when Vidhu called. I shouldn't have been too finicky about that 9 o clock bus. I should've closed my books and just walked around and talked to people instead. Well, it's 2015 now and I don't have a time Turner.

I imagine SIMC would be so different for me if I had been in batch 2017. Of I can have so much fun with my friends at work, the outings, the parties, the birthdays... College would've been even more better.

I was a good girl. I never realized that it was time for me to be a woman. I'm growing up, growing old whatever you may say but I have changed for me. I'm getting to know me better. I can be strong but I have to be pushed to it and be rendered helpless. I've raised up no matter how many times I've fallen. I've dealt with life and I no nothing stays. Except 2 people.

I'm glad it ends for me now in a feel good way. Catch the rainbow in the sky, fly along with the butterfly, sing the song of waves and winds, on wings over the burning wood

Thursday, 22 May 2014

'ye..No!'

They should have a name for this tendency that stops people from doing what they want to. I dunno if it's lethargy , but somehow I end up saying 'no' when I clearly feel quite 'yes'ish.
'Do you wanna go for that movie?'
'No'
'Do you want us to wait so that we could go together?'
'No, I'll go by myself.'
I dunno who I'm kidding. What more could people around me do but ask if I wanna join in?
May be it has got something to do with losing trust. Maybe I'll always have this question in the back of my mind if they really want me to be there. May be I'm so paranoid or I'm turning into a 'shell fish'.
(@fellow admins:Feel free to delete if I sound too crazy/negative)

Wednesday, 21 May 2014

Test Run

As per popular consensus, it seems Renji likes Ass was the winning statement of all three.  The gender of the ass is still a mystery. ;)